Another funny display in a funny state . I am watching a Skywest flight attendant beat on a door in Chicago . She’s a diva wants to go home ..... really please . She is late I’m sorry but that never works for me but he let her on anyway . This is so funny 😂. They closed up early all these people are still coming ....................................................................................................................
. #flightattendant life #people make me laugh 😂 #one-plane was so dirty called for cleaners #what is it ? #sculpture#outdoor art #memphis Tennessee #travelingonabudget#food is expensive in #Americans new terminal #$15.00 hot dogs 🌭 #wow#people can’t get their times right #traveling gypsy #travel and draw #🍹
Part 2-🌿🍃🍀🦋 For the longest time I thought the hardest part was losing you when actually the hardest part is letting someone in that isn’t you. I feel like a puppet going through the same motions meeting someone new; someone just like you. Except this time I am empty inside nothing but a huge dark pit. This time I have wounds. This time theres no confidence there. This time I over think everything and I think of every reason for someone to not want me. How could I think other wise. I showed one person: you, exactly who I am and it wasn’t good enough. But there has to be something. Theres no possible way I could feel this my entire life. How do I deserve to feel like this when all I wanted to do was be there for someone and care for someone in such a fucked up world. Every now and then I can feel it: hope. The little signs of it fluttering around me that it will get better. I can feel the flowers that were once me that you destroyed now growing back as thorns. (If your still reading this I am so thankful) I may not fully believe it but hey I slept in my own bed last night and I deleted the messages I never sent. Yes those are such little things but eventually those little actions will give me the courage I need to pull myself off this vine of loneliness that you planted around me. I want to care to wake up in the morning and be able to start a day with out feeling not okay. Cause theres more to this life then just knowing you. There has to be. But I am not going to lie to no-one cause even with all this I still have that hope of you realizing what your losing and I don’t want you to realize this the same time I throw this all away. I don’t want you to realize it when I have cut down the vines and burned them never looking back. (Keep ya head up you rock! Thank you again for reading this) 🦋🦋Tag someone below who you think needs to hear something like this
We'll Never Know What This Nose Knows.
January 14, 2019.