if someone were to tell me to walk a million miles if it meant michael would be waiting for me on the other side of the world, i would do it. instantly. i would spend my whole life racing to get there if it meant i could spend just one minute with him. for no one else would i do that. only this one can make me feel so dedicated. i wish he was here w us :( i wish i could jus give him all the happiness he brings me sometimes ya kno ? i wish i could reciprocate it. in a way that he would actually understand how he makes me feel. bc he may have had an idea in his imagination of what it’s like for me to have him, but he never actually got it. no one will. no one but me. 💌🧚🏼♂️💗
“Sure, relationships typically start with a honeymoon phase that then grows into something deeper but a bit more mellow if things work out, but it’s depressing as fuck that this has turned into a really, really common script for straight relationships that says it’s totally normal and inevitable for dudes to just become more and more emotionally checked out of the relationship, and leave it to their girlfriend/wife to perform if she wants to get even a crumb of affection from him. I’m so fucking tired of seeing women constantly being taught that decades of emotional neglect is just our lot in life.”
Mission San Gabriel Archangel which was founded September 8, 1771 is the fourth of twenty one missions founded in California. The church was built of cut stone, brick and mortar between the years of 1791-1805, and it is the oldest structure of its kind south of Monterey, CA. 15 years ago, I was sculpting a mini replica of this mission for my 6th grade Language Arts class. Flash forward 15 years, here I am stumbling around this beautiful masterpiece. I wanted this to be the first mission that I visit this year since this was the mission that sparked my interest in the first place. 1 mission down and 20 more to go.