IM HERE! #loveyoumykitties
To be completely honest, today is the first day where I feel like myself again. At Katy’s @katykmusic singing my heart out. With finals and not getting time into my craft I felt super down but I am back!!! And ready to kick some butt 😜@wherearetheavocados
i like to sit in my room in the dark and write songs that make no sense. this one kinda makes sense lykee idk lmk
i can see right through your hollow words
the more you talk, the more obvious it is
that u stumble, your minds in knots
just be humble, don’t always speak your thoughts
you’re not perfect
welcome to the club
i don’t wanna know where you go at night
it doesn’t matter if i think you’re wrong or right
love, you make me uncomfortable
you mumble all these words to make up for the fact
that you’re a little hurt, and i can get with that
but oh, you make me uncomfortable
my motivation and inspiration to make music is back after a little over a year. music has always ran deep in my veins, it was my coping mechanism before i knew what coping mechanisms were. music is tied to both my saddest and happiest memories alike. i was in a really bad spot a year ago, and it caused a dry spell in the creation section of my brain. i didn’t make anything good for a long while. i’m in a much better place now, but it’s far from perfect. my thoughts get the best of me sometimes, and my anxiety gets in the way too often. i know that turning my troubles into songs and molding the bad into something good will help me get the upper hand. And if what i create helps someone else, then i’ve done something right.
TLDR; expect some musical content from me in the near future!!
THROWBACK — Taking it back to Summer 2017 #Shreveport#Louisiana and the making of I WILL NOT NEGLECT YOU — from the moment I first heard the beat at the studio w/ Joe and started lyricizin’, to playin’ the track for the homies while we hotboxed and Jawuan freestyled and Robin whipped the camera out, to going in the dance studio with Dania and just free flowin to the track. ————————————————————————It’s so wild watching and reminiscing on these moments when this song was in its womb/infant stages. I spent the entire summer in Louisiana cause LA was giving me the blues. I was super in the cut tho ... and extremely sad and just not feeling good physically, mentally, emotionally, or creatively. ————————————————————————This song was the first burst of creative energy and overall inspiration that I had felt in awhile and it literally catapulted an emergence of LOVE FOR MYSELF that I still feel to this day! Thank you God for these moments. And the people in these moments that helped get me back in my creative flow. The crazy thing is I legit didn’t think I was gonna overcome what I was goin thru at the time and was SO close to neglecting myself. Foolish right? But out of that experience, I wrote this bomb ass song to snap myself tf out of it and get back to loving myself fully and unconditionally ✨🧘🏽♀️✨ xoxo to everybody tagged y’all clutch AF.
Keep you bitch off my dick 💨💨💨💨💨💨💨I want all the smoke
37123:06 AM Oct 26, 2018
Lastnight was pure magic. I was moved by all the love and support from my new friends I've made here in Nashville. I'm especially grateful that music brought me to my wonderful, gifted bandmates💕 An honorable shoutout to the incomparable @kat_estep for capturing the show. Drums/percussion has always been my first love. 💛 All my gratitude x. P.S. It was pretty cool playing on a stage where Jewel has performed 🙃 #ilovenashville