Something a little different from my usual posts!! Despcito played on the violin. I absolutely love this song! Hope you enjoy listening as much as I enjoyed playing it!! I started learning the viola when I was in Grade 4. Overtime, I gradually shifted towards playing the violin. I still love the rich sounds of the viola, but the violin is my go-to string instrument these days.
Could you open up your heart
The journey is about to start
My hand is reached out to you
All you need is to start a new
I know you’ll be safe
You say you wanna die, but I
really just don’t get it why 💔
So.. I want to share some
personal thoughts with you.
It’s soon christmas and that is waking a lot of feelings in me. Since my parents got divorced when I was 13, everything from there just grew and still grow into bigger problems in my family so sadly christmas have mostly been a battle for me ... Where to celebrate christmas, with mum or dads family, fights, tears, a feeling of being alone and in the middle of it all just my crying heart trying to hold the pieces together. I’ve always tried to get the best out of it anyway. God, it have been unbelievable hard mostly.
I have the most amazing friends who always asked me to come and celebrate christmas with them and their family instead. But that’s the thing about christmas, I always wanted to be with my family - no matter how much it would hurt me. I just want to be close to them.
This year I feel diffrent, I don’t know if it’s because I got older or what have happened. But I feel better. I’ve let go of my strong wish for trying to hold it all together and accepted it as it is. I will celebrate Christmas with my boyfriend and I’m really happy that I will be with him. I will still miss my familiy, I will still feel the stone in my heart about the whole situation and they will be in my thoughts - cause no matter how it is - Love is love. Christmas is love.
This is me singing from my vulnerable heart about my family. Things you normally don’t see in these “Filter-times”. I wish you all an amazing christmas and remember to be kind to everyone, cause you don’t know their story 🐾
804 hours ago
Here's a snippet of Cobwebs from our Halloween show I completely forgot to post.
I don't know if it's the phone unable to record those low triplets properly or it's me playing them too piano
Guess that I must wait my first lesson over it to get all the answers that I need
In any case, this concerto is my most beloved piece ever
Such a wonderful, wonderful masterpiece