Я очень боюсь давать себе обещания. Потому что, если я это озвучила или написала, то все мое естество начинает противиться. Оно говорит: «ты сковала себя рамками и зачем тебе такое нужно?» Но сейчас я чувствую, что просто необходимо наметить планы и дать себе обещание их исполнить. Иначе я себя теряю, рассеиваюсь по разным темам. Поэтому я скачала чек листы @365done.ru и старательно их заполняю.🤞🏽
Do you know those days or moments when you get upset about stupid little things? My day began with an inner discussion about my instagram feed. Yes, you read it right. I was really shocked that this little topic became a real problem for me. I noticed that I cared a lot about my media representation, aesthetic of my pictures and what other people could think of me by looking at my account. I cared so much that I lost this passion I put in my blog. Even now I think about if barely anyone cares what I write in here and think about deleting it. But it isn’t worth it spending my time thinking about things like this. It’s my life and the only one’s opinion I should care about is mine. I realised that our lifes are full of those little moments we ruin with unnecessary thoughts. Maybe not everyone thinks about their instagram feed like my silly example but we often tempt to overthink our appearance, words someone said to us, how much someone likes us… All that is based on other people’s opinion about us. Yes we are social beings but there is a magic border where we should make decisions we regard as right and that’s the only opinion we should consider. I know it’s hard to let it go. I still learn day by day but I think that the more we remind ourselves the more we get better at it.