I'm so freaking excited for the rep tour movie ! It looks so good filmed and edited , I didn't really like the 1989 movie cause it was too edited . And also I have Netflix and a lot of people can get the free trial and to watch it and then cancel subscription so it benefits all of us
I was frightful of going inside the ruinous park. Telling you about its bad reputation we came out of it hastily. Going there alone this time didn't evoke any fear in me. I smoked a few puffs sitting on that wrecked bench thinking of you. Called you a couple of times like a jilted lover only to hear the beep of indifference. Lost in your memories, lost in your thoughts I finally decided to leave. Moved my feet towards the lamppost of our rendezvous only to feel your departed presence. I exhaled in the fresh air trying to smell your scent but failed habitually. Barking dogs sprinting towards me didn't scare me. So I continued walking back home only to stumble upon the vast dustbin which once gulped down my peed tester when I impetuously lost my hymen to my then sweetheart. My ridiculousness and ill logic influenced me in losing my chastity in order to forget you. Thinking if a lad enters me, your memories would exit me. So, even my first sex circles back to you. Reaching a few steps closer to my home I came across the temple that I visited more than a couple of times to beg for your presence in my life. Ended up shaking my head with a tint of amusement, even god lost while battling with your ego. Moving some steps further, flashback of a memory splashed my brains. Remembered you walking the same road ahead of me years ago with the bestfriend who didn't let us happen. I slapped my face hard for reassuring myself with a lie, when I am well aware of it was you who never truly desired me. Why to blame the poor girl? So I bought my favourite chocolate from a nearby shop to escape the everlasting memories of you. Like a zombie I moved ahead savouring on my cocoa filled appetizer. Few chunks of it and I failed to enjoy it, dissatisfied I threw it away. I froze after I realized that you did the same four years ago and that I was not more than a chocolate for you.
Honey, you always fail to leave me alone.
It would break your heart, if you knew me well.
See, I have run so far that I've lost myself.
And there are things I have seen that I never will tell.
They drove me out of my mind and inside of myself.