Today marks one year on #testosterone I waited so long to finally feel free within myself, to make a life for myself I was proud of! being #transgender comes with a ton of stress and difficult times....believe me this journey is not easy, when people meet me now I no longer get misgendered, I’ve started to understand who I am as an individual and know what I want to do with my life! For two years of my #transition I was harassed and bullied badly for coming out as transgender but I had to fight for my rights and I won my case with a lot of patience and dark times...nothing will ever stop me achieving something with my life because I am in charge of it!! I came out in 2015 and with therapy and waiting lists and more therapy and more waiting lists on the 13/12/17 I received my first dose of #testogel 💆♂️ it has been a very strange, difficult, wonderful #experience to go through a “second” puberty!! I am in college now and I’m finally feeling like I’m worth something! Thank you to everyone who has supported me through the good and bad! Hopefully next year I will have a beard 🧔😉 #ftm#oneyear#testosterone#testogel#pretestosterone#trans#ftmtrans#ftmtransgender#transgendermale#male#masculine#surgery#topsurgery#change#love#college#barber#happy#hrt#femaletomale
Today is a special day for Nadine and I. Along with normal doctor appointments, we are heading too 4 locations with small gifts to give thanks to the oncologists, nurses, surgeons, radiologists, gynaecologists and others for making CHANGE in our lives this past year. We are so thankful for this team of healthcare providers.
Esta última semana me sentí tan mal, me encerré mucho, literal, no tenía ganas de salir ni de comer, y estuve todo el día en mi pieza.
Yo sé que esto no iba a cambiar nada, solamente que me sienta peor de lo que ya me venía sintiendo. Así que decidí levantarme y no dejar que nada de esto me tiré.
Se que puedo y voy a lograr salir adelante porque soy más fuerte de lo que pienso, confío en mí.
Así que inicie cortándome el pelo y teñirlo todo de turquesa, por acá empieza mi cambio.
Es una pelotudez seguramente para ustedes, pero para mí es un re cambio.
Gracias por su atención. con amor niñita.
We all have it.⠀
What are your thoughts when you look in the mirror? What are you saying to yourself when you go buy a new bathing suit? Even if we do not say the words allowed..they are still words, and our bodies hear everything. We are so unaware of these thoughts because they are habitual, and honestly society as a whole has made it the norm.⠀
Take the time today and look in the mirror..not at your face..but into your eyes. Look deep within them so you no longer see your face and tell yourself out loud. "I love you" 5 times and then notice what comes up for you.⠀
Do you believe it when you say it? Do you feel any emotions coming up? Do you feel silly? If so..why do you feel silly? Is it because of what we should or shouldn't do and what others may think?⠀
Love yourself first.⠀
#dailydrishti#selflove#mirroring#lifecoaching#selfcompassion#newyearnewyou #2019 #selfworth#selfacceptance#mindset#transformation#prioritizeyou#dailyfocus#change#growth#brave#courage#strength#yoga#meditation
Dont be scared!!! Stop allowing fear to hold you prisoner to your past, poison your present and rob you of your future. Your Dreams and Goals are waiting for you on the other side of fear!!! I've heard it said that the only way out is through. You must first embrace fear to get rid of it.