O qədər pis hiss yaşıyır ki insan hissiz olur ha, heçnəyi ciddiyə ala bilmir, nə pis ola bilmir, nə sevinə bilmir, nə nəyinsə müzəkirəsini edib dərininə gedə bilmir "ƏŞİ NƏYSƏ" deyib yaşıyırsan...
Let me pen this out today. It's been long since we had a conversation. You ended on a simple note that everything is getting messed up. But let me tell you darling, i have been a better mess after you. I cry more, i scold more, i do over think and have become a moron. You told me that the conversation would be avoided and not me. Though I was consoled that you would stand by me whenever I would feel alone. But you avoided noticing my need and I felt needless to beg your togetherness.
Let me confess it all today,
I still scroll our chats, i still miss you with teary eyes, i still have empty nights and have still no one to sit beside.
All over again, i know the letter would remain UNSENT as you won't recognize my emptiness and I won't beg in front of you all over again. ~Yours lovingly~,
No more lovingly,