He searches for freedom, like a lone wolf he wanders looking for his inner deepest desires and yearnings. Trying to desesperately fulfill them. But does he know what he really wants? No, he is fighting with his inner demons and the deafening noise around him doesn't help much.
It's true what they say, you know, sometimes the happiest people are the saddest ones. He's afraid to really feel emotions because of rejection and suffering. He doesn't want to love, for he thinks no one is going to love him back, and love for him is so complicated he doesn't even want to try. He has convinced himself that the less he feels and overthinks, the happier he is going to live. Life is easier if you don't overthink and just walk through superficially. But it's also very empty and you miss incredibly amazing things on the way.
But I see a little bright spark in those dark hunting eyes... there is always hope for lost souls. He needs somebody who shows him love and to be loved. Even if it doesn't last forever, even if it's just brief and short, it's worth it while it lasts. That's what I have learnt from him. Enjoy and live moments while they happen, because they don't come back. ✨💫❤ #writtenbymarie